Clearing Numbness from Trauma
Life coach, EFT / Tapping expert, yogi & wellness activist with a wild heart dedicated to support you in living the life of your dreams.
And as a result have never felt fully safe in my body.
The journey of loving, healing and caring for my body has been a long one.
For many years I shut out the memories of the abuse
Pushed them into the background of my subconscious
Locked away in a file that was not opened for many, many years
Although I had “forgotten” the trauma
My body remembered it.
My psyche was tormented and confused by it.
It showed up in nervousness around older men
Scrunching my body into a tight ball at night
And breathing challenges, signs of anxiety as I lay in bed as a child.
Later on it expressed itself in not understanding boundaries with men
Selling my body in the form of launderette modeling and all the sketchy characters that came with that industry.
I never sold sex. But I sold my body. For power. For money. For Love.
I used my body for all these purposes.
But I never felt whole. Never truly felt safe.
30 years have gone by and still, I find myself processing the PTSD that was left behind
Giving myself more and more permission to feel, look, remember.
It’s not always comfortable, but every time I feel and release
I become a little lighter and I feel a little safer in my being.
I know that this is the true journey of healing.
Permission to feel deeply, is the access point to clear it out.
Tapping has provided me a safe container to transform my life,
it has invited me out of numbness and into the safe arms of my love.
This is why I pay it forward.
This is my purpose.
This is why I teach.
Because it changed my life and continues to…
We all have unprocessed emotions, we were brought up in a culture that shamed feeling emotion
and glorified only feeling happy…. all the time.
Yet sometimes we do not feel happy and that’s ok.
Let yourself feel it. It is speaking to you right now. Whatever it is. It’s there for a reason.
If you feel there is something hiding beneath the surface, try my Tapping session to release the numbness…
And then dive in deeper, keep bringing love to yourself every step of the way…
Transformation is possible.
After doing the Tapping session, if you feel called I would love to hear the areas you are opening your heart to and healing in your own life.
Thanks as always for being a friend!